What fun it was for me to be arguing with my fellow Filipinas who only ended up making a fool out of themselves. Imagine they accused us of cheating and scamming the Government just because my husband is receiving his Social Security Income and that we have a sideline online. What a nerve they had to actually go to the extreme like that. They also called me a big loser because I am staying home to take care of our children and have my husband feed me. Perhaps for them money is their top priority but not with me; it isn't. They definitely read me wrong and only entertained other people as to see how they can get so dirty. They don't mind their own business and if their friends only know what they are doing, for sure, the doubts about them being what they really are inside would be endless. They might not show it, but their friends will definitely go to the extra mile just to get along with them. Only they can never be trusted! What a joke I thought it was, for them to personally attack me. When in fact, all they really know about me is my drama online; yes, I get melodramatic and redundant...LOL-when I have nothing to do you know. I could be expressing just about anything to waste my time especially when I am bored. Furthermore, they think we are on welfare which is really hilarious...ahohohoh! Talk about ignorant assumption-I was going to fall over.... Can a family actually live on welfare for the rest of their lives? I will have to look into that as well as how long assistance is available.

As for us, we are nowhere near the level where we have to rely on assistance. Although I've got to admit that I have been blogging about not having enough money, but hey, considering that we always have to send money home; it gets kinda hard. Ok, back to our story. My husband sold a property in California and that alone made a difference in our life aside from everything else that people don't need to know about. California property costs millions and do you know that the lowest price is a little over $500,000 dollars? That is half-a-million With that price you can only even buy a small house, and if you want a large spacious house, you are talking about spending almost a million or over a million dollars. Anyway, people take me so seriously on my blog that they believe everything they read including words that sometimes get tucked on as I become oblivious with writing and thinking about some other things at the same time. I have that happen to me as sometimes I feel like I am talking on the phone at the same time. It especially happens when I have too many things on my mind and if I am having a conversation with my husband while trying to write. There were even times that I actually wrote the whole sentence that I was going to response to my husband or family member if they happened to interrupt me (asking questions or chatting with me online) while I am writing....

By the way, they also took a paragraph out of my post where I said "I scored 23 about how Filipina I am and that is scary". Well, I couldn't even understand why I said that is scary...LOL. Perhaps I must have been thinking of something else to connect it to, but somehow it came out as if I hate being a Filipina...LOL. But I think what I was trying to say, or was referring it to is "that is not scary". I happened to overlook the "NOT" since some of the time I don't bother proof reading my posts, and if I do; I overlook some words. There are times when some sentences are already made up in my mind while I am proof reading and/or writing, so, of course, in the process I no longer see the missing words-it between. However, does my action really speaks for that or even match at all? I would say no, not to me, that is why I can say that I never get tired of consuming seafood or Philippine foods. Never would I hate being a Filipina and that I consider the Philippines-like I have always said-a "tropical paradise". So when they started lashing out on me about that, I simply could only ignore them for they are only judging me without knowing the facts or how I really feel. They are plain wrong about everything they said about me-dead wrong. My writing doesn't do justice for how I feel and what my life is like since I am not that literate or fluent in English. I am still in the process of learning how to speak and write English correctly. They just have no idea at all and only know bits and pieces about my family and me. It must give them a headache trying to piece a story about us; it is like they are lost in putting the puzzles together...LOL. I can see it too, that they are trying to find what more I said wrong on all my blogs...LOL. The poor things, it seems to make them happy to tear me apart; ganging up on me, yet they are only causing their own demise. I am hated so bad that in spite they are busy; they spend so much time finding out all that I whined about, etc. That is because if they think I am being laughed at, so are they; people must get a kick out of seeing how nosy they are...LOL. I would hate to be among their friends as they are acting so ignorant and showing people that they are just phonies. Oh, I hate having to explain everything just because of them. Let go of me na people kay you are not going anywhere, okay? You are only wasting my time as if you haven’t already. So enough and let’s not take it any further because people are laughing not only at me but at you, too, for sure and they let me know that they are. We are actually humiliating ourselves in case you don’t know it. If you criticize me for humiliating myself, you are going along with it, so you are not exactly an exception.

P.S. Haven't you heard of the saying that goes "Don't believe anything you hear or read and only half of what you see"?

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Talking about Facial Paralysis brings me back to when I was pregnant with our second child in which I suffered from getting a paralyze muscle in my face. I only went out for a drive with the window open and the next thing I knew I couldn't move half of my face. I thought that was only because of the cold wind blowing into my face, but I found it out that my pregnancy hormones contributed. Anyway, it is so awful and I hope I don't have to go through it again. Imagine that for-I think in my last trimester-months I endured a horrible condition that is called Bell's Palsy. I couldn't even close the other side of my mouth, and so I walked around with a crooked mouth. It felt frozen. Also I felt a burning sensation in my eye as I couldn't close it. In fact, it made my eye watery and I had to carry a napkin with me. I had to bear with it until I gave birth and my, I am so glad it actually disappeared. I could even hear my vein pulsating. I lost sleep due to me constantly hearing the noise of my vein/nerve pulsating. However, I am so glad that a Facial Paralysis Surgery is possible if to say such condition becomes permanent. I was just lucky enough that it went away. By the way, for those of you who may be going through it, you might like to see about Facial Nerve Retaining and Therapy to get you back on track. Nobody wants to be in that predicament if they don't have to and I can tell you that it would definitely not be me, ever.

Today is my husband's birthday, yes, he is a year older and he feels like time is flying by so fast. I guess when you are old; you worry about what's next and expect the unexpected at any moment. My grandmother is even prepared for that kind of stuff now. She does not spare a moment to worry. She is a willing participant since she's had enough of the pain and suffering on earth. I feel bad for my grandmother and people to feel that way, but some things in this world can be unfair. That is life on earth indeed, and no matter what happens we must go on. I just hope for the best and may we survive whatever comes our way.
I do wish my husband to live longer for our children, they need him and he loves them and wants to see them grow up. He is very protective of them and trying hard to be around for as long as he can. So he takes good care of himself; his health and all. His son is so health conscious that he is provided with all the vitamins he needs and information on how to stay healthy and live longer. How nice of both of them to be so careful about how they live and eat. It is always nice to have a family that cares.
As for me, I am not yet ready to go at it all alone; I don't feel very secure taking care of girls alone especially when I am a woman. It is quite dangerous to be a woman with 2 girls, too, which could attract men to harass us. So it is not good without a man around to protect us. Thankfully though, my husband's son and grandsons are around. They can handle the boys. Anyway, I am only worried about not being able to drive, but by this spring I am thinking about taking some time to learn. I am only waiting for our baby girl to talk well enough and knows how to potty on her own. I want her to be able to take care of herself before I decide to do anything. Oh, I am just so glad my husband's family members are always standing by willing to help us if we need a hand. So that is reassuring as they promised to always be there for us. Indeed they assured us that they will always be there for us, which I am delighted to know that they will help and protect us. Okay, this is all for now.

Speaking of nuts, my husband is so into eating them. I am glad that I actually found a website with variety of nuts available for purchase; I am thinking about getting some this holiday season. Nuts are good for gift-giving too, you know. So, perhaps I will have a bag of pistachio nuts sent to my husband for my Christmas gift. You see he just loves pistachio nuts, so I am sure he will be delighted. It will make a better gift for him because I usually end up getting disappointed if I give him anything else-I better keep the receipts if ever. Anyway, I am also considering my sister in law as another person I want send nuts to. Indeed I am also hoping that I can send some of these gourmet nuts to her as they are perfect for the holidays. I will have to take time with deciding which nuts are good for her. As for those of you looking to treat someone this holiday, you should see about buying nuts as well. You will be appreciated. I know I would like it. I love nuts especially cashews and peanuts, and I enjoyed eating them fresh out of the shells back home. Okay, have fun shopping and make sure to buy some of those goodies; nuts!

The politics and religion indeed causes people to debate forever. Those are the two major issues that will never end if debated. I am finding it out because I wrote political topics on my blog and my, people want me to prove what I am talking about-as if I talk in accordance with the written facts...LOL. Well, there are things that don't require for me to go by the facts, so oftentimes I go with what I understand to be what's happening in the world. I mentioned about what Barack Obama said that abortion should be an open option, and oh, wasn't that a mistake...LOL. Everyone thinks I don't value life...LOL. It is funny how people can be so quick with judging others...LOL-when hey; it is supposed to be illegal if they are religious. So it makes me laugh when people jumps to conclusion as to thinking I am what I sound to them.

Abortion really is like an insurance policy to make it an open option in case of emergency. There are women that decide to have an abortion anyway but since it is illegal they are also risking their lives by having it illegally. That is especially in instances where the fetus will only live to be a vegetable which will be a burden to the parents, and then that is when some consider abortion as their option. It is sad and I hate to think that people will have to do that because every life is precious, but there are people who would take that option because when that happens everybody that is affected, goes down. That is what Barack Obama is getting at. We all understand things differently, and we can't always generalize; for not everybody shares our belief/s or values.

I also voice out my opinion about "stealing" because I find it such a harsh term to describe a party that is in favor of the unfortunate. This world is for all of us and when there is a problem; we are all in it together. That is why it pays to have cooperation. Anyway, I don't want to go on any longer because people might take this to another level again...LOL. I have no time to waste arguing. It is pointless to me, and it won't solve anything. All I can say is that, just because abortion is an open option, it doesn't mean people can go wild or that it is okay to kill. It is only considered if there is no other possible way to solve a problem. We all know better. Okay, peace to all!

We have been having trouble with our computers; they are new yet they are not working as fast as they used to. The longer we use them the slower they get and it makes us wonder if they are infected by viruses. My husband is worried that we have a virus in our desktop computer, so he has been asking me to find a solution. Now I am thinking that the only way to fix the problem is to do what many have been doing to their computers and that is to scan windows registry for errors which will determine what is causing the system to slow down and even crash. Usually I see a lot of pop up ads saying that I need to scan our computer because it is loaded with registry errors which are clashing affecting the performance of our computer. So I will have to look into what I can do to speed up our computer and keep the registry clean. It is important to keep a registry error free so the computer won't crash or slow down, sometimes if such problem is ignored, the computer could crash and then, of course, we will lose all our data. I learned that the registry keeps file extensions of the programs we have installed in our computer and even if we uninstalled them, they leave a trace behind. That is why it is important that we have a registry cleaner standing by to get rid of errors.

I wish I can get out there now and make some money because I have a lot of bills to pay-with my family back home that is. That is why I could use having a steady income. It's too bad that it's not so easy to find a job around here even when I am willing to work at the nearest retail stores. I guess all the places close to our house are filled up which is why until now nobody called me for a job. Well, perhaps this isn't the time for me to work yet since I have been thinking that our little one is still too little for me to leave home. I am not sure how she is going to adjust or manage with me leaving her with dad. She is spoiled by me you know just as Tiana-the eldest sister-is spoiled by dad. She is so attached to me that she doesn't want to let go when I am carrying her around...LOL. I will have to figure out how I can get her to accept the fact that mommy will have to get out and work someday, so we can buy things we not only need but things that we also want-I like to buy expensive things as I guess I have expensive taste, too. Money is part of our happiness because it's always fun to go shopping, buy foods we like to eat, etc. Oh, well, that is life in the big city especially when everything costs money...LOL.

P.S. I haven't decided what to do yet; perhaps I will go back to school instead and get a degree.

This is for people looking to buy or sell horses. You see I found a great horse classifieds where indeed you can either buy or sell horses. If you are a seller the website is a fine place for you to publish your ad, but if you are a buyer, you will find the website quite resourceful for horses of different breeds. So you can actually choose from a variety of horses for sale. The site allows unlimited text which will enable the sellers to provide extra information as much as possible about their horses. Also to top it off there are 3 different photos for you to look at; of the horse being sold. Now there you have it, you be sure to check out the website because you would not want to miss a deal. By the way, for the sellers; there are a few free horse ads available for you. You can pick the one that suits your need and then get the service for a limited time. So if you are interested in selling a horse or horses, the website can definitely help you place you ad In fact, there is a long duration for your ad to run and that is up to 12 months.

One of the things I plan on getting is life insurance for I want to make sure that when something happens to me, I am rest assured that my loved ones are taken care of. I don't want to leave my loved ones behind struggling because I may not have paid all my bills and that my funeral alone costs so much money-money that my family doesn’t have. It brings to mind when I am finding Cheap life insurance policies online through my research. My sister and I even discussed about that matter already and just not too long ago she and her husband looked into getting her covered. Now she is insured which will certainly leave her children in a comfortable situation if ever something happens to her. That is why finding affordable Cheap life insurance policies would pay a lot. I like that idea, especially if I can afford to pay every month. I like a huge coverage because I want to make sure my children will never have any burden when I am gone. I wish my husband and I can both be covered like my sister and her husband. I think it is good since it is not looking like we can afford to send them to school so they can be better prepared for the future. By the way, for those of you who may be thinking of getting a life insurance, you should see if these Cheap life insurance policies fit your needs. It is helpful to shop around first because you can not only compare but end up with getting what you are really looking for.

What fun I am having debating with my fellow Filipinas about the 2008 election...LOL. Ahohoh...I am getting a kick out of it, but hey, I am not an authority, it's just that I am seeing the world for what it is-the real way. I guess my kind of understanding is not in the accepted form to say, people would agree with me especially the religious ones. Well, since I am my own person in which I can see and think for myself and not let others dictate me that I am more influenced and impaired because I am going by what I hear and what I am told, even read. I just conclude things based on my own observation, and I am not very good with taking orders since I am better at giving them...LOL. I sound arrogant, but I don't mean it that way, I am just an individual that want to define things my way as long as I am not hurting people especially physically. I want to live in peace and want to be me. I don't like it if people will only like me for what I can do for them or that they are only bothering with me because they can use me...LOL. I want to be liked for the person that I am, accept me as I am and not for what I am not. I don't want to try to be somebody else I am not. Perhaps nobody will like me for being out-spoken and/or being straight forward that I often end up telling it like it is, but you know as for me I live in a very real world that I prefer not to hear any answer if it is imaginary or just a guess. I like to deal with things as real to real things and not real to guessing things because to me they just somehow don't go together or don't apply. When it comes to God, we can only hope he exists. I don't want to do things literally because I want to enjoy my life as I wish to live it. Others may think I am not getting it, but that is just me anyway. Okay, this is all for now. Nobody reads my blog unless I talk about controversial things because then everybody wants to crash me...LOL. I can’t even have an opinion or be myself because I am always wrong since they hit me with automatic answers…LOL. It’s pretty sad as there is no logic there…eeek!

It's almost gift-giving time again! Have you guys thought about shopping online? If you do there are so many websites you can find that offer deals. In fact, recently I found a fine website with loads of great looking watches on sale. It actually makes me wish I can get one for myself this Christmas. You see if I decide to make my purchase I can get up to 80% off on my selected watch. So that is saving big. Anyway, for those of you looking to save money as well, you should see about getting a Corum Bubble watch. I can tell you the designs are unusual, yes, just take a look at the watch I have on here. I like it because it's pink and one of a kind that I have seen so far. That is what I like about online shopping because I often find neat things that I don't normally find at the retail stores. So there you go, you might like to check out the corum golden bridge watches because they are being sold at marked down prices. Good luck with getting a new watch, perhaps you are thinking about giving someone a watch this year. Just make sure you take advantage of the huge sale. Okay, enjoy shopping!

At last we have the kind of president that will bring something new to the table and that is change. It is a new change for everybody here in America because it opened the door to racial equality that is never there before. Now people of color can dream and make their dreams come true just like any other. It's been so long that dreaming to be the president someday was impossible and now that it finally happened, yes we can!!! I am glad in a way that Barack Obama did not only open the door for all the children to prosper in the future but to also inherit a great country that it is today. Indeed it is a country where "people live without being judged by the color of their skin but by the content of their character." That is what it should be and it has been overcome. The racial barrier has been broken and people of color can feel that they belong in America and not just those who thinks that they are superior because they have a better color...LOL. America is the nation of all nations and it is the greatest country on earth because of that. The diversity of great minds made this country-the country that the world can look up to and be proud of. The election 2008 made history not just because of the fact that; it is the very first time that a man of color became America's commander in chief, but because of its diverse people that there is no one who can't make their dreams come true anymore even if they dream to be the president someday...LOL. No more leaving anyone behind. That is the change needed not only in this country but in the world. Barack Obama will change it and will prove that those who doubt him are wrong believing in allegations without proof...LOL. Oh, I am proud to be a part of it that I am an American, too!!!

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It's Election Day and we can't wait for tomorrow to finally find out who won the presidency. We are hoping for Barack Obama to win it and so far it is looking good for him. We are voting for the policy we believe in. We like the fact that we don't have to worry so much about tax increase since we are one of the low income families. It is not that we are lazy who only likes to sit around and get something for nothing, but we like it because it is in favor for those who are really having a hard enough time surviving-the unfortunate. People are not getting anything for free; they work hard and earn their SSS. It is the best thing that the elderly have to be able to go on without having to work for the rest of their lives. They worked when they were young and put in for their SSS, so someday they would have a comfortable life. Who wants to keep working at an old age, you should be living life to the fullest at the last chapter of your life as for me. Anyway, we also like it that Barack Obama will make an effort to bring the troops back home, they don't belong in Iraq, they are in the wrong place. It's been too long to be still in Iraq for them and it's about time for a change. A lot of people think Barack Obama have what it takes to be a president for he is confident and quite charismatic. It's about time for CHANGE indeed and not more of THE SAME...yahoo!!!